Connotation

NEED presupposes DEPENDENCY. It implies that you CANNOT live without this person. WANT presupposes INDEPENDENCE. It implies that you CAN live without this person.

A MATURE relationship is that between 2 people who DO NOT NEED each other but WANT to be with each other.

- Diego Odchimar(Professor)

Few days ago, I had this debate with my girlfriend about this. I can't say if it was actually a debate or something and for a second it wasn't a debate from the start. I'm still confused.

It came from the want and needs. Tell me. Whats the difference between these two? I asked Meriam, I asked Wiki, I asked myself, and lastly my Professor. And you know what? I thank them for making it all more oh so fascinatingly intricate.

Economics state that WANTS are luxury, and NEEDS are humans daily dose of everything necessary. Does wanting someone make her/him a luxury?

NEEDING something means you depend on it, but why do we always say to a person that we need them. Did the world media gave us the impression of its value? I don't know. I don't care. These superficial words of man will never encompass April's divinity for me.

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La La La

I missed posting here. Dameng ginagawa eh. Linyang di na patok? Grabe. Masyado lang ako pabaya. Abayang Pabaya. Ang papayang pabaya. Well, to those who gets it.. Ha? HA? :)

* Pending mission to RB - mag antay ka lang. Matatapos ko rin itong 1 taong storya ko.
* Failing - argh. Alam na yan.
* Stressed - Sino ba hindi?

Sabe ko parati, "Bukas, okay na lahat ito." Yan lang parati. Haha. Rewind rewind nalang. Grabe, lapet na summer. At for the first time, wala akong summer! Haha. :) Ibang storya na yon. Malapit narin matapos ang lahat ng problema. Gusto ko ng magpahinga, nasasayang ang kabataan ko sa mga kalokohan ng mundo ngayon e.

Thesis, reports, projects, assignments, exams, quizzes, grades.. Kelangan ba yan ng tao? Hindi diba? Haha. Kelangan! Bitter lang ako ngayon! Badtrip mga yan. La la la la la lana.

Desperation: Hear me out

Thank You! Salamat po!

7:30am Tuesday 1/13/09
NOTICE: Examinations are postponed until further notice.

Bat, ganun? Until now, hindi ako makagetover. Ang swerte talaga kasi.
Now, proven and tested na mga boys & girls.

Kapag hindi kayo nakapagaral sa exams nyo;
Huminge ka lang sa Kanya ng tulong sa blog. Yeaboi.

Desperation: Owned by Despair. Ekis ka! Haha.

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I read this line somewhere a few days ago.

Jesus loves you..



may I too?

Desperation: Owned by Despair

Prelims na bukas. Magaral na kaya ako?

Time check. 9:12pm

Kailangan ko madominate ang prelims. Baliko na ako e.

Kung hindi?

Mahaba habang summer ang mararanasan ko. wew.

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If YOU can hear me, save me. One time, big time lang po.

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Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Umayos ka naman Marc.

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9:19pm

Still no sign of salvation. I guess, its up to me?

New Year's Luck

This morning, I woke up with this strange feeling. Kinda awkward, maybe because vacation is over and I don't feel going to school yet, or maybe, I'm still sleepy. Uhhh..

5:40am

By this time, I'm already finished dressing up. I finished too early, sigh. Well, if I was to choose coming early or coming late to school, I would happily choose coming late.

Whenever I come early to school, I can't focus. I don't know why?

5:50am, not sure?

Kakasakay ko lang ng fx, lucky me. Oo, yung noodles. After sitting for a while, I noticed na yung sky, pitch dark parin. A sign?
I'm hoping that 2009 will bring happiness to me. At school, at sa iba pang bagay. Safe answer hehe.

My resolution is to be more responsible, again? Study harder, again.. at siyempre, play harder than before.
I wish that this time, I can really stick to what I say. Ay ayos, I can add that last line sa resolution ko. Pwede pwede.

At the time na magmumuni muni na sana ako, biglang binuksan ni Koya Manong Drayber and radio. Somehow, medyo sumaya ako, nakakagaan yung mga kanta na narinig ko e, kung alam ko lang sana title ng mga yon. Whew.

Mag ca cram ako mamaya, sure na sure. I have 1 project and 1 report pending, and the deadline? Bukas na. Mas inuna ko pa magpost sa blog na ito. I could have prevented this, kung ginawa ko na ito nung bakasyon pa. Katamad eh, oo yan yung dahilan kung bakit tinatamad ako pumasok at medyo problemado. Yan ang problema ko ngayon.

Anyway, nailabas ko na yan pagsisisi ko kaninang p.e., Softboll, batting na kame. Sarap pumalo ng bola e, kung pwede lang kitang paluin. IKAW! Basta, masarap pumalo ng bola! Gusto ko pa mag hit ng balls. Argh. Masaya, masaya.

After that, nakakita ako ng pusa, itim na pusa. Two words came to mind that instant. ITS OVER. And yeah, its really over, when I got inside the class room, someone told me, "My quiz tayo sa Phil. History, nagaral ka?" and then I replied "Haaaa?" plus! Dagdagan mo ng mukhang yamot. My friend just smiled. Alam na eh.

12:00nn

Uwian na. Sawi sa quiz.

2:14pm

OOOOOKAAAAAY. Cramming time.