Euphoria

"to the world, your nobody. but to someone, your the world."

theology class always starts with a quotation from our prof. and that was the quotation for the day. ang cool nga ng prof namin doon e, kahit medyo mahirap iunderstand ung mga cnasabe nya, dahil sa "manly" voice nya. hoho. iniimagine nya yan o? :)

every tuesday, i only have 3 subjects, 2 academics and yung pe ko.
theology was my first subject for the day. i assumed that it was going to be boring ulit. puro blah blah blah, salvation, blah blah blah sinner, blah blah blah God. no offense a? but to my surprise, ginanahan ako. pretty much the quotation motivated me.

let's see, what does the quotation exactly mean? for me.. not all people think the same, iba iba. some think that to this world they have no business, they worth nothing, alone, miserable. errr, parang emo? yan. gets na? good. which often lead to suicide. maybe for others, maybe for you, the world does not see you. when your gone, the world will not stop for you. pero don't think that way, tagalugin ko na a? hirap e. ganto nlang. para mabuo ang isang bagay, may mga parts ito na nagcocontribute to make it as a whole, it wouldn't be a whole if it has a missing part. tama? pagtumingin ka sa isang math equation, let's say, solution sa trigo. sorry wala akong masabeng topic regarding dun. kung may alam ka man na pinakmahirap na solution, yun nlang. titignan mo ba ng buo, at tapos nun. maiintindihan mo agad? diba hindi? part by part mo siyang iaanalyze, kac maooverwhelm ka sa makikita mo, at parang sasabhin mo na "parang imposible to a?" pero kung titignan mo siya in small details. dun mo plang maaapreciate ung idea.
try to minimize your view with the world, analyze the details, and you might find the "appreciation" that im saying here. get get?


grabeng explanation yun, parang walang nonsense humor haha. makitawa ka nalang ah? im sorry kung medyo parang medyo slight na magulo. magulo dba? just try to pilitin na intindihin. :) sana meron akong someone. wahahaha.

after that, i took my last class.
d na ako nakinig nun, nakakatamad na eh. philippine history, pero at some point, sinusubukan ko parin makinig. pwersado, kung d lang kwela ung isa kong kablock e. pede pala gawing opening prayer ung our father na pakanta? haha. kanina ko lang nalaman? wehe. kinanta nung kablock q e. galing nya. parang rap e. hoho.

kapag may kasama kang friend or someone na nakakenjoy, parang ambilis ng oras? duh
nung pauwi na ako, kasama ko ung isa sa mga kaibigan ko. si arvin nodala, baka kilala mo? yon.
like always, kwento dito kwento don, mga HS days. saya dba? dun ko lang naramdaman ung feeling na pagnagrereminisce ka, yung picture ng time na yun, ang sarap dalhin, nagegets nyo ba? haha. ewan. bxta, at that time, ung emotions mo parang at full. nasa pinaka taas. d emo a? contented?
na at the past, meron kang mga good memories na kasalo mo ung iba, na alam rin nila, both kayo nagkakaron ng connection na dadalhin nyo. well, mahirap tlaga iexplain. kasi ang hirap. umm, barok to a hehe.

maybe, tomorrow. alam ko na. maybe, just maybe.